With every passing day, PSLE draws near. However, I am still unprepared for the big battle.. As it approaches, I slack more and more. Somehow, I have totally lost the mood to study.. Oral is in roughly 2 weeks time; that's not a lot of time to prepare... especially when my oral is so bad. I tend to get really tensed when sitting in front of the tester. What's more, there would be 2 testers this time. I'm really afraid I'll freak out... For the conversation, I just cannot think on my feet.. Sigh... but no matter how bad I do for oral, I hope I don't do as bad for my written papers, especially for my compositions. My Chinese composition is simply bad.. not to mention my English composition... it's equally bad.. but I think my Chinese one is worse.. What's more, I cannot seem to grasp the concepts of Mathematics well. Whatever I have absorbed, I have absorbed. Nothing more seems to go in, no matter how much I want to remember them. As for Science, I am not able to use various keywords, and make many mistakes for the Section A, which is the more important component of the paper. English - a subject which I'm better at compared to the others.. I hope I won't screw this one up, or I'm seriously doomed. Chinese is rather okay, though my composition is sure to pull me down.. As usual, I hope I won't screw this one up. I'm better at languages, which is why I suck at Mathematics and Science more than English and Chinese. I just hope I'm able to get slightly above average marks for PSLE... As well as Prelim.. [posted in the afternoon] Just came back from Chinese tuition {Tien Hsia} not too long ago.. had an oral test today.. as usual, I was pretty tense.. In fact, VERY tense.. it was as if the teacher would kill me, chop me up and deep fry me.. in short, murdering me.. But guess what.. don't think my teacher looks fierce.. it's the opposite man.. but don't ask me why I still get that feeling.. it's all the same with all teachers.. to me, that is. My reading was not like usual [read like machine gun].. but that was because I was so tense.. that's why it caused me to read slower.. which is, in a way, rather good, because at least I don't start and start reading like shooting machine gun.. Still, the person behind me for oral is always very suay. Reason? Because I'm always done with it so fast, I think they hardly have time to prepare.. poor people.. if any one of you victims are reading this, I hereby apologise sincerely.. I just can't help it.. This time, although my reading was slightly slower, which caused it to be better in a way, my picture description sucked. I missed out a lot of things.. and I even missed out one that I had prepared to talk about... see how tensed I am.. I just forget everything.. It's like, I'm fully prepared.. but when I'm sitting in front of the teacher, everything I had planned to say is gone.. my mind goes blank.. sort of a mental block.. sighh.. However, guess what. That girl after me? Yeah, I finished so fast, but guess what. SHE SCORED THE HIGHEST IN CLASS for that oral.. that is what my teacher told us.. amazing huh.. [sort of, I guess] she's pro man.. Okayys, that's all.. g'nite to you guys! [posted in the night]